it just keeps adding on
like the ice that's so thick you don't know where and how to break through it.i'm not the least bit happy things turned out this way.you think i don't feel a thing?then you are wrong.do you know have much my heart ached when i heard that.how it shattered into a million pieces.how terrified i was that there was a chance it might ever happen.you don't.i went to bed extra early yesterday.did you noticed?did you come to check on me?do you even know that i was practically dying.how terrible i felt.how scared i was.everytime you ppl questioned me about my actions but have you all wondered what led to it?it's not that i love locking myself up, it's just better this way.and when you try to open me up this is what you'll get.all i can tell you is, don't try.because it's never gonna work and you're gonna find yourself more heartbroken then ever.i'm not who you think i am anymore.just close an eye to certain things and we'll be better off.at this point of time i need some space.it's not that i hate being here or whatsoever i just wish to be left alone.let me walk out by myself.don't try to come enter into my world.you're never gonna be able to the the repulsion force.things are far frm well now.idk how to face you anymore.i know the only thing that can make you happy in me but idk how.&sometimes things are just beyond my control.
do you know it's still in my cupboard?tell me how am i supposed to give it to you.