here's one for my teammates:
i can never put my appreciation into words here, w/o you guys there won't be me. i just want to let all of you know how much all your support means to me. squeezing my hand, those words of encouragement, that tight hug, all these are my energy source, my motivation to carry on. It gives warm to my frozen heart, and pulls me back up just when i'm about to let go and fall. You guys are the ones that quietly take my nonsense when i'm frustrated and pissed, regardless of my horrible attitude you guys always offered help. even a million thankyous isn't enough for all of you. The past 2yrs7months i've never really been a gd captain. most of the times instead of me pulling the team up it would always be the other way round. And i'm really sorry to let you all down once again after the revote in sec2. My journey as captain ends here, but i'll still be your teammate. And that, i promise i won't screwup, i've had enough of myself. I'll earn my chance back on court again, wait for me alright?

to all thanks for your concern, i'm alright and i'll be back on my feet again. i've woke up frm wonderland no more fooling around no more.