i wish time would turn back... so that i can make things right. idk what's with me it's just this sudden rush of sadness. my energy's running out, but i can't find my power source to recharge. i never knew how some ppl were so important to me till now that i start to think back, start missing their presence. but i'm not worthy not qualified for you to spend your efforts on anymore, i threw away that trust you gave me time and time again into that bottomless pit. it even pains me to just look at you in the eye now... utterly ashamed. i'm sorry, i really am... but pls don't forgive me