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against a never ending current, when you feel that you've almost reached you destination it washes you back. futher every time...

although i seldom show it, i'm grateful for my teammates. your smile your smses your words. i've failed you guys time and time again my inablility to comprehend my shit attitude. i know a million sorries isn't enough... i just want to thank you all for your patience for your love. each and everyone of you. i will earn my chance again &thankyou for walking me through my tough times. now i will pick myself up.