Yesterday I sat beside a basketball court and watched random ppl ball for 2hours. & I really miss trainings. The paranoid pre-training feeling, tht bloody smelly shayi, getting pissed at myself for not being able to do something, cursing & swearing under my breath when I'm running out of stamina, the accomplishment after finishing 3x2/5x2 sets of 1 on 1, hi-fives and jiayous frm teammates, and laoshi, regardless whether it's her yelling or her "hao qiu" i miss them all. everything. i use to feel tht we were the most pathetic ppl on earth, but now w/o having to go for training it seems like a part of me is missing. it's been a long time since I've stopped training but from yesterday I've realised tht I've never stopped loving basketball, it only grew greater. 我爱篮球