i think i might just breakdown any moment now. idk why blox feels totally different this time, in the past i used to be assured once i start studying but now i just dont get anything. re-reading texts and re-doing the sums over and over again, but finding myself stuck at every single thing. why is this happening? a simple sum can make me so fking furstrated. it might sound retarded but i'v cried many times cause i was so fedup. I'm so sick and tired of myself, isit tht i'm not trying hard enough or i've alrdy reach my limits?

tell me wht am I supposed to do now?